Absolute Darkness

Sadness.
Darkness.
Pain.
Confusion.
Everything i feel all at once.
But I can't tell why.
I'm sad because I'm alone, alone in my darkness.
I'm in pain because I can't
talk to anybody, and my
only outlet is my poetry.
I'm confused because I cannot describe all my exact feelings.
It's difficult, and depressing, but I can't escape this feeling of emptiness inside me.
All the hollowness of a
broken and slowly healed
heart. This heart of mine which
is in absolute darkness.
You put me into this absolute
darkness... but i blame myself for all the pain, the hurt, the
lies. Yes, the lies of another,
which put me into this.
I cannot get over this!
You, you which torments
my mind and soul!
You! Who comes quickly,
but leaves faster!
You! Yes, you.
I blame nobody... but you.
But before I blame you,
I must blame myself.