Im Lost Forever

A lost forever in a deep pull of light
I cant find my way out ill never be alright
I remember being happy and free
Now ill never be able to be the real me
Because last time i showed you the cuts
You sent me away thinking i was
nuts
I am not really crazy i am just depressed
But your so scared you put me on house arrest
Do you think you can stop me from this
Or are you just afraid next time i wont miss
Why cant i die and leave this all behind
There is nothing here but misery to find
So let me be i have to do this my way
Don't act like its the end of the world its just my last day
My soul has already left me by myself
my book once was open now closed and on a shelf