Am i wrong?

Im tired, tired of the lies,
the half truths
i have no one
no where to run or hide
the pain is back
the void is there
whom do i have to care
no one i am alone
living life as if i was about to die
i wish i had the love of others
but i dont, its gone
time wount heal nothing
and how can i heal if i dotn knwo whats wrong?
why am in in so much pain
did i do somethign wrong to diserve this? was i bad
am i that wrong in my ways i derserve nothign but pain,
i guss so
i am so worth less that all i get is pain
thats what gives me the strength each day, its pain