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by beth May 10, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I sit there and stare at you, i love you so much. But you dont know you will never know you tell me you love her i smile and say im happy for you but still you never noticed how much i love you you tell me it didnt work out i tell you there\'ll be another i want to tell you that other should be me im still here looking at you you look back at me i wonder what you are thinking do you love me? i have always wondered where do i stand? do you love me have you ever or will you ever? words will never sound right to express how you make me feel they will never do it justice to how much i love you! you told me you care about me i wonder if you mean it it is more then on the surface or only skin deep? will you ever realise how much you mean to me i want you to know i try and tell you words always seem to fail but my heart wont let you go so when you look at me i want you to see. time passes by we\'re still best friends i still try to tell you but i cant i dont know how i try to move on i find a nice guy but when i see you i know its not right stuck in a hole i dont know what to do 3 tiny words so hard to say i love you! you sit there looking at me words stuck in your head you say i mean so much to you i just cant take it anymore. we have a fight you tell me that you hate me i have caused you so much pain you never want to see me again icried myself to sleep that night why cant i be what you want but you\'ll never know now it\'s to late i slit my wrists last night from all the pain inside i tried to tell you i love you i no longer have to hide i left a note for you inside it contained i want to be the one you love ive always loved you babe.....
by Sarah
Beth i love it ur awsume gurl it touched me deep love u loadz mwamwa