Childhood Pain

After me like a lingering shadow, holding up nothing but your hand
Clenched like a knot pulled tight you raise it, leaving me so i cant stand
Now I\\\'m bleeding red blood and the marks are black and blue
I try to quickly get up and sneak into the corner of my room
I sit with my hands above my head shielding me from your beady eyes
But your still standing there as i scream for my life
You\\\'d come into apologize and I\\\'d believe you because i was a kid.
But the next day you\\\'d do it again and you left me wondering what i did?
I was doing something wrong i just didn\\\'t know what
But you didn\\\'t care about me you didn\\\'t give a stuff
You didn\\\'t take my life on those long hard days but you did take something away
You took my self confidence, making me feel like i did something\\\ wrong and my life feeling grey