(36) How much i love

I don't know how to say it
but iv loved you for some time
i don't like to show it
cause its weird to call you mine

cause iv broke you heart alot
more than i can count
but i want you to know
its hard to show my love,, cause its such a big amount

you deserve so much better
cause you treat me like a queen
&& i return the favor
by breaking you heart and being mean

I'm trying to change
so i don't make you feel down
cause i just love you so much
and hate to know you frown

maybe one day ill show
i don't know if you'll ever see
how much i love you
then you'll really know the true me

i don't think anyone
has loved someone so much as i do
cause no one could ever
be as cute as you

i know we'll be forever
cause ill never break you heart again
i don't know why i did it
but your my lover and best friend