You promised we were best friends,
always until the end.
you promised me you were okay,
but now in your grave you lay.
you promised you'd always be there,
but i see that you didn't care.
you promised you wouldn't do this to you,
god how i miss you.
you promised your love you loved him,
now he and i cry as the light goes dim.
you promised you loved us,
now there is no one we trust.
you promised it would never end,
but your death is just around the bend.
you promised you would hurt yourself or us,
you only showed us mistrust.
you ruined what you had helped build,
now our hate is only our shield.
girl you can't do this to us,
we need you to stay alive and love us.
*i wrote this for a really good friend of mine who is contemplating suicide. i love her so much and she knows it but she is slowly killing herself by an eating disorder which she has and no matter how hard we try to show her she refuses to see it as wrong.
