U lied

You told me I'd get better
That soon I'd really see
memories can fade
then ill finally be free

i act so differently
because I don't want any one to know
How bad my life is going
I wont let feelings show

but inwardly I'm crying
id like a helping hand
because Ive gone back to old habits
and have no where to land

i need some one to love me
and take away my pain
to tell me that my past
wont leave me insane

because right now i have no one
because promises that were made
were broken so harshly
and now i need to be saved

All this hurt inside
is too much to bear
but i wot get help
because things I cant share