Wut to do

I didnt think that being with you would have its ups and downs...
Either way you make me feel bad
and i try to hide that frown
These past weeks ive changed my ways and im not gonna let you make me cry
but today was the day that i couldnt take it anymore...
i just felt like i wanted to die.
In so many ways i know im strong and i can try to make it go by...
but the way u took it and made me feel..i started to think that this wasnt real.
And all i wanted to do was prove a point