Able to see

Nothing in my life,
Ever seems quite right.
My life used to be happy,
It used to be so bright.

I don't know what happened,
Maybe its just me.
If i stop thinking like this,
Then i will be able to see.

If I stop being afraid,
And finally get out of bed.
Then one day soon,
I will stop wishing to be dead.

my life will be happy,
It will soon be fun.
No longer will i,
ever crave for that gun.

My friends will stop hurting,
all because of me.
I cant thank them enough,
there the reason i see.

Thanks to my friends,
I'm still standing here.
Because of all of them,
I don't have anything to fear.