I hope you're proud of what you've done
you broke my heart, my trust, for everyone
i can't even look at those i care for with out thinking
"are they gonna turn on me too?" , anymore
does it please you to hear me cry
do you think I'm joking when i say i want to die?
you may not realize, but the fault might not be mine
the things you do make me weep
this person you've become,
hurts me so deep
and i tell you it hurts, and you don't seem to care
does it please you to think of my painful despair?
do you smile when I'm sad,
and laugh when i cry?
do you secretly hope,
i would just hurry up and die?
do you wish I'll wilt away?
do you want me to go away?
you've already pushed to to the point of tears
i can't stop crying over you, why won't you help me, do you think this impresses her, how you treat your friend?
do you think Lisa is sitting there proud of you?
i don't know why i try to talk to you, your ears are deaf to me now
do you think if you treat me like this, I'll just give up and leave?
because i won't your just making it all worse for me
i won't be able to heal till you once again become my friend
the friend you were back then,
until then I'll be crying and asking you why
you love to make me cry
i can't believe you've done this to me with no regret at all,
you watch as i fall, and don't reach out to catch me
well when i hit the bottom and all the life in me is gone, try not to forget me, and always remember you have a special place in my heart
