I don't know what to write about
I cant find the inspiration
So what ever comes out
Is from my heart
As i watch the words that come to the screen
I don't know what to think
If people will hate it or love it
You can never tell
Just like with life
Or love
Or just about anything
You never know if you're doing the right thing
It makes me so mad how you lead me on
Then you just pass me by
And never look me in the eye
I get so tired of never being able to be perfect enough for anyone
With the people i call friends
Who stab me in the back way back when
Always saying the wrong thing
I thinking the wrong things
Memories make me cry
I remember how i tried to die
Everyone says I'm taking it too seriously
But there's nothing else i can do with my pain
Besides let it free
I cant put it in words
For i don't know how to write it
It doesn't come out like it use too
I need my inspiration
There was always a song that could make me type
And always a tear that could make me write
Someone always says something that makes me hurt
Or do something that makes me smile
I never know what is too come
But i guess its good that way
Life's an adventure
I cant wait to see what happens next
Sometimes its hurts
Something it doesn't
I never know
Although i found a solution to let people know
These words on the screen
Just show what i mean
You might not like it
I might decide not to care
But this is like my diary
So read it with care
I know you've been to a place like this
Where you don't know where to turn
So read it and think
Have you ever been like me...?
---i know its long but i had to get this all out and this is the way i wanted to do it---i know it might not be a perfect poem or even one at all but its hard to put your feelings down and expect them to rhyme---comment and rate it means a lot---
