It doesnt mean that you had to send me away,
I wish i was with you, I cry and pray.
I wonder what i did wrong,
Everyone said that i have to stay strong.
I looked up to you,
But i dont think i can after what you are putting me through.
I want you to see what you are doing to me,
I had the lock to my heart and you had the key.
I thought you would pick me, your my mother,
Instead you picked, your boyfriend, someone other.
I hope that you will regret this,
Because it seems that i dont exists.
It feels that i have een misused,
My heart is brusied, abused, and confused.
This issue makes me so depressed and stressed,
I wish i was the one that could be blessed.
Im not asking for alot,
I just dont want to be forgot.
Im 15 and i dont deserve this,
I just want to get a big hug and kiss.
I love with you forever with all my heart,
from when we aparted and the start.
I will never be mad or hate you,
I just dont understand, what you are putting me through.
You wont let me cut myself,
Instead be there, and you dont have to prove yourself.
Well go to go for now,
I never hate, or not love you, youll always be my mom, wow!!!
