What Should I Do?

You know my feelings for you
and yet all you do is ignore,
but just watching you be with other guys
only makes me show more.
We are always close together
or at least never far apart,
but the feelings I have for you are tired
and they need to come out of my heart.

What am I to do,
just sit here and wait,
or am I ment to give up
and try to find another date?
Everyday, I leave you with a different feeling
and it always changes the very next day.
But all night I think am I just your friend,
who is nothing but in the way?

There are so many things that I wish to tell you
but my mouth doesn't go with my heart,
or maybe its because I'm a retard
that is everything but smart.
I've waited for too long
and now its too late,
but my heart wont let my move on,
it doesn't want to go with anybody else on a date.

I'm leaving the choice of what we are in your hands,
either we ever go out or just continue being friends.
Time is going fast
and only you can decide what we are when time comes to an end..