Everything I ever loved is gone.
It's hurting so much I can't hold on.
I feel so lost and torn.
I've held on for way to long.
Inside I feel just feel so dark,
my life and heart have both been ripped apart.
I try to hide,
but I can't escape how I feel inside.
I think it's gettin' closer to the end,
cause death seems like my only friend.
I'm sorry but I can't change what I've become,
I'll never be able to fix what done.
I wish it didn't have to end this way,
but this'll make it all go away.
Taking the blade I cut so deep,
then I slowly drift off to sleep.
What the hell have I done,
What have I let myself become.
Now everything is truly gone.
Why couldn't I just hold on.