Consequences To Someone Elses Action

My heart is aching with every breath
Desperately searching for peaceful rest
Burning desire to be set free
From all these issues smothering me

Everything inside me looking at you
You trying to find that cryptic clue
To breaking the bondage that holds me back
Wishing that this hold would finally snap

It hinders the process to a truthful bliss
Uncomplicated happiness I dearly do miss
Where are the answers to this loathsome question?
Why did their messes become my obsession?

Consequences I live are not from my action
Disaster it seems were their ultimate satisfaction
Affected me badly to my deepest core
Tearing and bleeding these unsealing sores

Time has come where I crave to move on
Terrified of learning that he could be the one
Struggling to bury these issues in the past
How will my precious relationship ever last?