I wish i understood why

Now that your gone all i do is cry
sometimes i cant even tell why

i can picture that day
it never seems to fade away

i heard her drop
she hit the ground with a plop

all i could here were the cries
i know at some point everyone dies,

but why you
the only one i could talk too

when know one else was there
i knew you were here to care

people don't understand how much i miss you

our late night talks
along with the little walks

you were a magnificent person
i wish everyone could see what i saw in you

know matter how much i beg or plea, maybe even get down on one knee
you'll still be up in that place

the place they call better
what could be better then you with me, ill never be able to see.

Let me catch you up on how life's been.

moms doing good
we both knew she could

pop pop still loves you
even though he has moved on
I know he wishes you hadn't gone

heathers doing great
its almost her due date

not five grandkids, but eight

there all just fine
I'm keeping them in line

as for me i guess I'm okay I haven't really been great ever since that day
the day when *HE* took you away

i do my best
it helps to know your well at rest

i just wish i understood why,
why he took you away from me

SO heres to you the birthday girl
we still love and remember you
in our hearts you will always say
each and EVERY day

so even though you did die
ill do my best not to cry

i just wish i understood why. . . .

**R.I.P** My grand mom who\'s Stbirthday valentines day and i wrote this to remember her i love you grand mom and will always love you***