Stuck with memories of the past,
I thought those things would forever last.
But never have I ever thought,
It could turn this fast as I was caught.
Caught in an endless dream,
never cared about how things may seem.
My childhood is only a diffuse memory,
but still a prove how good life can be.
I was living in a world of unwitting,
the reality was waiting outside my door.
Just to laugh at me as I suffer,
and watch me fall to the floor.
just to watch me lose my hope,
just to make me choose the rope.
just to make me loose my breath,
as painful as this hopeless death.
But first to kill me from the inside,
and make me suffer from this words that I hide.
just because it loves to see you cry,
just because they love to see you die.
the reality kills you from the inside.
