Hey I just wanted to say,
How I sit and think of you everyday,
And smile to myself reminising on all the memories,
And how one day I\'ll tell my kids the story,
I couldn\'t believe I met someone like you,
I just hope I meant something more true,
\'Cause now everytime I see you driving down the street,
I just can\'t wait to tell you all you meant to me.
You broke my wings before I even learnt to fly,
Everything you told me now seems to be a lie,
And I can\'t even cry,
Because I know that\'s weakness in your eyes,
All this time you seemed so perfect,
Now I know you front and fake it,
According to you I have so many faults,
And you think I\'m dogging you when someone calls,
But you\'re the one whose insecure,
When it comes to you I\'m not quite sure,
All the things I did for you,
And now you expect me to believe you\'re not untrue,
That you\'ve done all for me you could possibly do,
Well I\'m sorry you\'ve missed your cue,
One minute you\'re pissed and curse me out,
Then you\'re sweet and that gives me doubt,
I think that you really don\'t want to be with me,
And I wish courage would find me so I can see,
How much you could have done but failed to do,
And how much I really don\'t want to be with you,
This is all just infatuation,
Going with the flow just because it\'s the ocean,
I just need to be strong and do whats right,
Because I deserve more than what you\'re giving,
And this relationship is stopping me from living.
I\'m sorry because I love you,
But I really must say,
I don\'t want to sit here and watch my life fade away,
All these things I wish I had strength to say,
But I guess courage will come another day.
