Lies You Told Me

I never had anyone
Make me feel this way before
Like I was so gullible
Like I am such a wh0re

I just feel so ugly
So lost, so confused
So hurt, so destroyed
So wrong, so used

I thought you were different
I believed every lie
But somehow I still care what you think
And I don't know why

I can't even think about you
Without tears filling my eyes
Maybe I fell so easily
For all of your stupid lies

I can't figure out
Why it's killing me
Maybe because I told you things
That I never told anybody

Maybe its because I know
You'll just walk away
Probably never read this
And throw this away

It's not that I was so in love with you
But i thought we could at least be friends
But I guess somewhere along the way
I messed things up again

I don't know why
But I thought you should know
While you walk around not caring
That the smile on my face is just a show