I bow down as I see that my wings are broken,
I hide from the world as I try to escape.
As I flee those things that is unspoken,
I take cover behind a fearless shape.
But tears are falling in the shadows,
The world gets more diffuse as my dreams grow.
And as I walk thru the corridor i look out the windows,
wishing time wouldn't pass this slow.
And while I'm standing in the rain,
with all those wishes that things'll get better.
I try to get away from all the pain,
that comes from the things you say will matter.
I admit I am tired of facing this reality,
And I admit that I am also afraid.
the nightmare is immortality,
and by my friends I feel betrayed.
It's so sad that it's true,
but you're so blind.
If you knew what I knew,
I'm sure you wouldn't poison my mind.
Instead of holding my hand,
you use your knife to cut my wings.
It's things like that I don't understand,
It's things like that that makes me indifferent to what life brings.
I shouldn't blame you,
but I do.
I'm ashamed,
A feeling that's unnamed.