Dreams, Wishes & Truths.

I'm dreaming of better days,
days without hell & death knocking on my door.
I'm dreaming of faith taking it's course,
in a happier way.
I'm dreaming of the days we wasted being miserable,
& praying for rain.
I'm dreaming of roses & kisses,
but I'm not getting any of that.
I'm waiting for hugs & smiles,
but all I get is frowns & pushed away.
I'm hoping I can be enough for you,
but all I do is screw up.
I'm smiling for the people,
but hiding from their pictures.
I'm looking at the clouds,
wishing I would just disappear.
I'm laughing at the fakes & unbelievers,
but I'm looking in the mirror & pain is all the people see in my eyes.
I'm staring out the window in hopes,
my dreams, my wishes, & my truths will be prove correct.