Sorry

These scars are healed upon my arm
But I do so i wish i wouldn't do so much harm
I cry till these eyes are sore
But this pain drills down inside to my core
I don't know what happened, i feel so confused
This feeling that i might have been used
No idea what to say
No idea what to feel in that way

There's no more talk
Well cause apparently I'm a dork
And now I'm alone again
So Ill write you a note with a pen
Saying I'm sorry to you
Everything is wrong that i ever do

Just forget my pain
And I will cry softly in this drowning rain
I will just make you sad
And in the end you'll be glad
That you went while i stayed

So give me one last word
For it will be the last thing i will have heard
Your voice will be my thought
For this war Ive fought

And hold my hand
While I leave this land
I want for you to notice me
And my heart will give you my key

Its up to you
What will you do

xx sorry tis crud, just trying out a rhyming poem. =]
xox