I've got nothing to live up too
I've destroyed everything I worked for to make me a better person
There is nothing left to prove
There is nothing like the pain I feel for you
To be perfect for you
To succeed for you
And I just want to find me
Without having to be like you
When u climb up your hill I hope your wishes will come true
I hope I didn't destroy to much for you
I hope what u need, what u have, what strive for will happen
Or smash and come flying into your face and stab u in the back like it did me
Maybe then u will understand the pain I feel
The fact that everyday I don't want to wake up and go on
