Stupid Me

I have to say I'm sorry
I just ruin everything
When I see the look on your face
I fall into nothing
My words you always read
The things you shouldn't know
But I act like I don't care
My emotions I try not to show
Then I see the reaction in your eyes
And I begin to fall apart
It makes me want to grab a knife
And stab it in my heart
You mean so very much to me
I don't want to hurt you at all
But stupid me I always manage
To make the smile on your face fall
Your girlfriend is another story
She's done nothing to me
But just to put it short
It's a little thing called envy
So please don't hate me
When I talk about her a lot
I just have jealousy issues
She is everything I'm not
So stupid idiotic me
As I say my final line
I want you to know I'm sorry
And that I say goodbye