I lost it all
wasn't much but enough
to keep me alive
the thought of
you being with me
now your gone
no emotions left in this body
yet i still feel this
anger that feeds
my mind with thoughts
of murder and suicide
all i see is the way
you act as if your
to good not even
a friend
Not sure what
happened I'm pretty
sure it wasn't anything
from me
Now my life is left
black and white
yet there is always
the red from this
game you showed me
the things you thought
me i thought
they wouldn't
die just like that
yet they would last forever
but you don't care
I'm still here thinking
filling my head with
false hopes of the
future goals that
will never be
fulfilled you were
the only true friend
i had left nut
now i see you
never meant anything
you said all
the lie to make
me think you cared
i feel for everyone
as I'm trying to
get life back as before
to afraid to look back
at the past
Because when i do
all i see is you
there with me
helping me more then
you ever knew now your
the thing that is slowly killing
me
Tears won't erase these
memories of you
so i keep myself
from losing it
and let the stream
down my face
now I'm only here wishing
foe the past as if you
were never there
slowly dieing cant feel
the pain or understand
what is happening to are friendship
