I just want to be happy, she says as a tear falls down the bridge of her nose, because she lays thinking of him and crying on her pillow. She loved him, and now he is gone, he died, but she lives on. She thinks that its not fair, that she never got to say goodbye. Thatâ??s why she lays here sleepless, with nothing to do but cry. She wants to be strong, but cant because his memory lives on. She sees the happy people, which hurts even more, leaving her with a heart full of burns, so she lays there wondering when is it her turn. She wants to be with him, but he\'s not here, so she spirals into depression, just like they feared. So she leaves life, with a quiet goodbye, and holding his picture, she slowly dies.
