So much anger,
So much pain,
At times I feel insane,
Though I can not be,
No restraints hold me,
Cushions do not cover the walls,
Tell me:
Why I feel alone?
Does my heart beat?
Or is it an illusion on my part?
I feel my soul mate crying out to me
I am searching but I can not find you,
I hear you but I can not see you,
Is this real or just a fantasy?
I can not reach you,
There is a barrier in the way
Help me get through,
Is this something I have created?
Or has it been there all along?
Help me! Help me!
I am afraid,
Why can I not reach you?
Do I walk among the dead?
Is that what I am to see?
I feel, yet how is that possible?
A puddle of tears
Lay below my feet,
What has happened to me?
Why can I not see?
Help me find my way
My soul is lost,
Shed the light upon
The darkness that has
Descended upon me,
Tare my wall down,
I want to come home;
What has happened to my life?
I am so lost
Where did I go wrong?
