The razor sharp blade
drags across my skin
a flash of pain
but emptiness within
blood as red as rose petals
flows from my veins
soon it will be over
i release all my pain
i don't make a sound
but the tears start to fall
i start to wonder
will i be missed at all?
no one even knew me
and now its too late
too late to try
my life filled with hate
i didn't use to be like this
i never thought of death
but now every passing moment
i wish it was my last breath
i wish to be in heaven
cause i live every day in hell
and no one ever knew
this secret i couldn't tell
and now,
as the light begins to fade
I'm finally happy
harder now i press the blade
my surroundings become distant
as does my own voice
i know they'll wonder why
but it was my only choice
