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I wake up every morning thinking your there,
but when i start to look it all becomes clear.
I'm in denial, maybe it's my only way to be happy,
I'm in that spot where I'm unable to trust,
five days ago you were mine, and it was us.
i gaze off thinking of those times we made love,
games and laughter, hope and dreams, many times i thought we were meant to be,
i could picture you in my heart every second you were away, then you said those words that pulled you farther away,
now i feel so alone, theres no one i can tun to,
how much shall i hurt, how many tears am i to cry,
when all i want is to die.

*Karen*