Memories(a letter to Sean)

I sit crying everyday
thinking of how much i miss u.
but then i realize
all the hell you put me through.

i miss your gentle voice
telling me that you love me.
but all along
you weren't telling me with honesty.

you act like your innocent
and a good little boy.
but now i know
you were just using me for a toy.

i cant believe you did this to me,
and that you broke my heart.
the pain still stabs me,
even though we are far apart.