The world continues as I fade away

Hear the pain in my words,
Feel the shudder in my voice,
See the tears in my eyes,
Please help me makes the right choice.

I need to start a new life,
Does that mean I have to give up this one?
I wouldn't care anyway,
I mean who would care once it was all finally done.

Once I was dead and out of the way,
Nobody seems to understand what I feel,
Nobody cares about the hurt I carry around,
It's been just too long and no longer can I deal.

I've slashed myself in all directions,
I'm swallowed pills to help ease the pain,
But none of it truly helps me,
Nothing left in this world can keep me sane.

Just forget me now,
It's not as if I'm wanted here anyway,
So tie that noose around my neck and let me drop,
For no matter what happens to me, there will always be another joyful day.

If I was to die this exact moment,
The world will not stop to care,
The world stills goes by,
And no one will ever stop to stare,
To think over things a bit more clearly,
People die everyday,
And it's not like anyone truly cares anymore,
And for my dying wish I wish for all to hear this reality I say.

There will always be death and murder and suicide,
There's so many that nobody will even wave a hand for it anymore,
It's just another day in another year in this life,
So if I was to die today... I only hope I'm someone unforgotten.