You took over me.
changed me to someone i wasn't.
i hate it so much!
i just wanna surrender.
surrender my life to god
and tell him its my time.
It's my time to go
and be free and away from all the pain you left me.
my family doesn't trust me.
not from my past.
i lied to them...but i did that to protect them.
why can't they understand that?!
my friends, they are the one's I'd miss the most.
their the ones who were there and held me close.
i cried in their arms when i wanted to go.
even though they begged and wished the opposite.
but I've screwed up my life.
and I'm out of chances.
now there's nothing for me to live for.
so this knife will slide across this vein.
I'll laugh as the blood drips to the floor and my life floats out of me
like wind through the trees.
all the pain
all the misery
makes my death
even more easy.
