Till fate touches you 2

I can't live with this pain,
as I sit here I see this knife
I have nothing to lose and all to gain,
so with the knife I slit my throat.
and with the blood I wrote a note.

it said I'm sorry
and I love you but,
I can't live with this insanity,
I'm sorry I must part this world,
but everything is too much for this girl.

so as I sit here,
all alone I feel so calm,
but as I see my blood I now feel fear,
this is all happening so fast,
too bad it can't last.

well it's starting to get dark,
except for one light,
I'm really sorry in the pit of my heart.
as I run for the light I here you call,
it sounds so near not far.

so I stop and listen,
you're telling me to wake up,
and my eyes start to glisten,
you shake me to try and wake me,
but it's too late can't you see.

so I continue to run,
but now faster,
the light got brighter now like sun,
I'm now in heaven with my Lord,
I now feel loved no longer ignored.

but don't worry I'll remember you,
and I save you a spot,
because I did I and still do,
and I promise to wait for you,
till fate touches you too.