Answering a prayer

Jesus Crist my lord
yes God, i am here
i know we haven't spoken
in a couple years

but you were their when i needed you
welcome with open arms
but you said in your own words
that you would never cause me harm

for i am disbelieving lord
because god i have cried
cried because i'm broken
and cried because he lied

but their is one wish that i ask of you
a fantasy it may be
but please lord answer my prayer
and send him back to me.

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