BROKEN FACE

When others see happiness, i only see shadows of tears
You maybe caught in love but I'm haunted with fears
Living behind the same old mask, breathing in another nightmare
Blood tearing from my eyes, as my soul becomes bare
Here is the cost of gambling with hell, showing me a strong flare

When i feel myself, i only feel waves of pain
Everything i see and touch will have darkness as a stain
I walk with no shadow to guide me, just the devil that whispers
My hair slowly vanishing, my heart burning further crisper
A girl who has been torn into pieces

The cracked mirror dragging me closer, as it stares
Reflection so ghastly, the mirror wickedly chuckles
Even though people try to take me far away from their buckles
I still reach with my cold hands, nailing them to stay
In, desperation for the last breath i severely pray
Giving all, the reason to pick up the knife
Handing other the pain that bathes inside my life

The sea waves, drowning my passionate past time joy
Evil spirits controlling me, like a sweet puppet toy
My heart still locked up deep down that murky cave
I arouse from my dream wishing desperately it to be a reality i carve
I lost all when love had deceived me over and over again
You shall see me as thunder roars and i drop within the rain

I\'I'llleave a mark when ever you cross my path
I shall murmur to you and show you only what is true
Fresh and nourished with hope at the start
Now a girl dyed with sins, and left to rot away

What have I done to myself i quite do not know
Maybe next time I shall come and in that box i shall show
How my broken face lies inside, still uttering to me
Words of lies, words that twisted me from what i should have been
Why did I let it fool me into a blind death?
And there my dream future is left for someone else to steal
You don't know what you have until it's gone!