I Fall From Grace

I fall from grace
When I see your face
All I can see
Is this anger at me

I can handle the screams
And the constant tears
Just don't give me the physical pain
To add to my shame

I feel your fingers
Giving me marks that linger
I feel the cold floor beneath me
All these things I can see

I can't talk to your eyes
Because they are covered in lies
I can't feel your understanding
From the distance I'm left standing

These lies that are told
All these events to unfold
The love I wished for
Was nailed against a door

All this hope I had
Has gone horribly bad
These things are just too intense
The memories that have offence

I can't control my screams
Silence is what you deem
Even my tears must be silenced
In the black cloud of violence

You can't hide your glee
When I try to flee
These words you throw
All these secrets you show

Your don't leave me alone
I can't reflect on what I've been shown
You keep patronizing
Never thinking of harmonizing

The lies are falling like rain
You can't put all this on me to blame
Just go ahead and take him
These lights are going to dim

I can't get over it
Don't tell me to deal with it
My heart is scarred
And my fragile mind is scared

My feelings are mine to feel
And don't tell me they're not real
I'm going to say my goodbyes
As my sore heart finally dies

I have no hope of living
I have no love left for giving
I'm just completely empty
Your bought happiness, I envy

You took my heart
And tore it apart
When you did all these things
When you committed all these flings

I'm going to commit a crime
By telling you I'm fine
Your going to sleep with him, aren't you?
I hate both of you

You'll be sorry
And everyone should start to worry
When my lips no longer say
And my mind never seems to play

My fingers will slowly release
The blade that made all the pain cease
As the blade hits the floor
I should be dead to the core

My blood should stop flowing
And my tears should stop howling
My eyes should no longer cry
As I now die

You are to blame
For giving me this unspeakable pain
I didn't even watch you
Become inseparable two

I taped my death
To show you what life had been theft
I hope you like the message
That should accumulate with the rest of your baggage

I couldn't believe
That my friend wasn't an innocent Eve
You stole the man of my heart
How can you tell me not to start?

No one understands my submit
Or the reason why I must commit
My own justified execution
This is my own resolution

Don't be sad for me
All this pain you cannot see
You don't know the whole story
Please don't worry

Just promise to say
All the words I kept at bay
All the things I wished I had done
All for that someone

Put black roses on my grave
Put a smile on and be brave
I'm watching as everyone leaves
I'm watching as everyone grieves

All the lies I saw
All the pain that had clawed
Is all gone now, from my eyes
All the tears are going to fly