Am i really here?

Am I really here?

I sit and listen
I watch and wait
I look to heaven
I fill with hate

You don't hear me weep
You don't see me cry
You don't help me struggle
You don't watch me die

My soul is crushed
My hope destroyed
My life in tatters
My heart devoid

I'm alone forever
I'm broken in two
I'm overlooked
I'm seen right through

Am I really here?