I WATCH MY LIFE PASS ME BY...
MY FRIENDS ARE OUT ON A SATURDAY NIGHT AS I SIT IN MY ROOM ALL ALONE IN SCILENCE AND CRY...
I HAVE NO SELF-ESTEME AND NO SELF-MOTIVATION...
I FAIL AT EVERYTHING I DO OR TRY...
I HAVE LOST ALL EMOTION TOWARDS YOU...
I LOVE YOU BUT I HATE YOU FOR PUNSHING ME AND TAKING MY CHILDHOOD AND TEEN YEARS FORM ME...
TAKING ALL HAPPINESS THAT I HAVE FOUND...
I TRY AND TRY BUT GET KNOCKED ON MY ASS...
I HAVE GIVEN UP DREAMS AND GOALS THAT I HAVE ONCE HAD...
MY SOUL ON THE INSIDE FEELS NUMB AND DEAD...
I FORGIVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE MADE ME HURT INSIDE...