This fire (let it consume)

Everything that i hold inside. i must let it out. it has to breathe, before i let it die. you must see this, and the pain that you caused. it burns, it bleeds. and i can't take it anymore. your black consumes all that i am. a cancer that will not quit. i can't take this anymore. you bled my heart to death.

crying and screaming. it does no good. no one to help. no one can hear. nothing can save. my scars grow bigger, dig deeper. why did this happen? what have i done? blinded and cold, i don't know where i am. this fire continues to burn. yet it is now frozen. cut that skin until it hurts no more. i can't take this anymore. you bled my heart to death.

spyders crawl inside. they whisper into my heart- it's over. it's over. my life is dead and gone. i'm ready to go home. i can't take this rage. it breaks all my bones, devours all my flesh. yet this fire continues to burn. desires to consume. reaching out for your flame. don't put it out, don't push me away. this fire must continue to burn, in me. for you. i remember the days, with my heart still intact. now the spyders pick at its remains. and still this fire continues to burn.

you did this. you did it all. you were my life. now you watch as i fade. and the color drains from my eyes. once gray and filled with sorrow. now they are empty. i am nothing at all. i can't take this anymore. you bled my heart to death. i can't take this anymore. you bled my heart to death. i can't take the anymore. you bled my heart to death.
i am nothing at all. as i lie in my grave. still, this fire continues to burn.