Why couldnt you choose me?

If your gonna try and kill yourself for me, because of me....then why cant u take the time to spend with me for one night....why cant you say your sorry and mean it...why cant you hold me and act like its something special...if your gonna end your life for me...why cant you live your life for me....with me....you ditch me...ignore me...neglect me. why would u want to kill yourself over someone you obviously dont care about. before you even attempt...or even think about killing your self for me...think about all you havent done for me...think about the lack of love you have given me...think about what Im going through...and maybe then you would know why Im feeling the way i am..and why i made the decision i did...when you try to kill your self, know this..its not me hurting you...its you hurting me, and in return you hurt your self...its your decisions...you chose this...you chose neglection...why couldnt you choose me..the one you want to kill yourself over.

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