Escape from love..choose death

You cut me deep inside concealing your scars well
you'd bruise my eyes and spread your lies
tell everyone i fell
Youd hit me hard and leave me to cry
You always said it was satisfying
To hear me praying to die
Sometimes i'd pass out from the pain
You'd have your way with me then leave me again
We looked like an amazing couple to everyone on the outside
But im so afraid to leave you and afraid that i cant continue to hide
Why cant you just love me
the way that i love you
But now theres no other choice
This bullet is the only thing i'm promised to