I WONT BE MISSED....

She's crying inside her head
I know it, she won't talk to me
Shes trapped and alone
I can see she's empty

Im closing my eyes
Who am i fooling?
Do i want him or am i pretending?
I turn to her and then i see..
In that very moment
I realized shes me!

Oh GOD please save me.
Ill never ask again!
Knowing i lied
He denies my whim.

The empty space is starting to fill
Im drowning in my own tears
Gasping for air
I let my lungs fill

I sink to the bottom
Alone and afraid
Thinking of my mom & would know what she'd say
"life is a gift, cherish it!"

Inside im dead
I cant win
ill just go on another day
pretending that im okay..