Never did i doubt the things you said
Promises you made, you said you'd keep
Whatever happened to that?
Now i know i'm in you too deep
I can't get you out of my head
I can't ever leave
You're everything i have left
That's something to believe
I gave up my family
you said they expected a lot from me
I gave up my friends
you said they were worse than my family
I gave up acquaintances
Never did i talk to them again
You didn't want me talking to anyone
You were worried what would happen
You explained you were doing these things
Because "you wanted my undivided attention"
"Ever thought about other than yourself?"
Something i mentioned
You'd slap me and beat me
We weren't even that committed
You'd get on your knees later
In my heart you dominated
what else could i do?
You were the only one left there
There was no other choice
I can't handle loneliness forever
I'd bow down low enough to level your face
I'd kiss you tell you 'we could solve this in any way'
Now i pray dear god i hope this stops right now
Then i realized i'm the only one who could change it, but how?
I'm on my knees and i wished i hadn't given up
On my family, my friends, they were the ones i loved
I was stupid and pressured
No use feeling sorry for myself
I only wished in my heart
There's was someone who could help
I apologize to you all
I made the wrong choice
I love you, everyone of you
God hear my pleading voice...
