Why???

Even though I know you no longer care,
I still miss your fingers in my hair.
That long meaningful stair before the kiss....
Oh how I miss your lips,
Your so soft hands resting below my hips.
The way you made me smile when I was crying without even a sound.
It kills me your no longer around.
It's been to months but my love for you is like a steep mountain, I cant climb down.
Why can't I live without your touch?
Why do I love everything about you so very, very much?
Maybe its the way you would kiss my neck,
or the way you started with just a peck.
Maybe its the way you held me in your arms so tight,
or how you would always remember to say good night.
How you knew to play our favorite song.
We haven't talked in so long.
My friends say its not the end but a new start,
they say I would get over it with just some time apart.
But only you can fill that empty space in my heart.
Why wont this torture ever end!!!
I don't want to be just your friend.
I know its over; I just wish that today my heart would finally mend.