Torn Into Two

I love you; I know this much is true
But it does not stop me from hurting you
I hurt you and confuse myself to no end
All I know is that when im with you
I feel something ive never felt before
But that does not stop me
From talking and feeling something with him too
It's different but nonetheless still there
I want you so badly
How much more of this can I bear?
Im scared, so scared to hurt you again
I can't keep changing my mind
And going back and forth from you to him
Him to you
It's not fair and I can't do it anymore
It's hurting me too much, causing me too much pain
Talking to you about us
What we had and what we can repair
It makes me fall so hard for you
And its makes me wonder if I ever fell out of love
You stole my heart, and I let you take it
I don't know if I can even try and get it back
Or even if I want to
Im torn into two,
One side, still in love with you.