My Goodbye

It's so hard to lose the ones you love
To finally realize your lives together are done

Whether they move away or enter another life
The pain still lingers every single night

Nothing you can do can bring them back
You're like a fast train just crumbling off track

Your mind is going crazy inside your head
Because you can't see anybody once they're dead..

How do you get through the days of sadness?
How do you get through the moments of madness?

Everything here reminds me of you!
And after these years or so, i still can't get through!

It feels like forever since you're been home
It feels that you left, leaving me all alone

To touch your hand, or see your face
I'd give anything just to get out of this place

Your loss here makes me want to quit
Because half of the time, i can't handle it

I'll never hear your voice that helps me out
I'll always stay here in know, saturated in doubt

Seems like everyday, you're still on my mind
And i know you're someone i won't leave behind

It kills me though that a flower is the only way i can say hello
It kills me that you had to let go!

I'd do anything to have you in my arms again
I'd do anything to get back my best friend

I miss you Matthew, and my heart still feels for you
No matter what happens, this will always be true

When i said "see you later" i didn't know it was serious!
And when i found out your death, i became furious!

Because my goodbye should've been i love you
and now i don't know what to do...