Pain killer

She wants to die on the darkest of nights
her stupid family thinks shes alright

she moans and weeps in her dying mind
she grabs the knife
she knows its time

but something stops her from falling apart
from plunging the knife right through her heart

if theres no heart there, then whats to kill?
as she swallows a whole packet of pain killer pills

she falls to the ground and knocks her head
only the darkness will notice her death