Daddys little girl, and her biggest mistsake

by -Jay-   May 14, 2006


I wrote this for my dad last night, and im still figuring out how to give it to him. Id really like feedback, how do you think hell take it?

I sit alone and think at night
Of how to talk to you
And tell you the mistake Ive made
And what Im going to do

Ive never thought of anything
Like Ive thought about this
And I need you to know
That what I chose is for the best

I dont want anything more
Then for me to have your hand.
And I dont need anything more
Then for you to understand.

Ive thought about the future
And the things Ill have to delay
Ive thought about my abilities
And I think Ill do ok

But I need your support
And your help through it all
I cant do this without you
I need your arms if I fall

Dad I made a mistake
And Im living with that
The last thing I need
Is for you to over react

I know youll be angry
And a little upset
But believe me its nothing
That I dont regret

My journey has only just begun
Dont try to steal my hold
Or the world will never know
The greatest story ever told.

Im 6 weeks pregnant daddy
And Ive only known for two
But the hardest thing to deal with
Was how to tell you

I thought that you would hate me
And wed never speak again
And thats far from what i wanted
Cause weve been such good friends

So from a daughter to her dad
Whether youre angry or sad
I ask you to understand
Why Ive chosen what I have

An abortion is what they call it
When you take a life before someone can live it
And I cant do that dad
I just dont believe
That its the best solution for anyone
Or that its right for me

So Im keeping my baby
And raising it too
It will look like me
Yet take after you

Im sorry that I wrote
The words I cannot say
But when things get too serious
You know this is my way

With loss of a mother
Im not good at opening up
But youve always been the best
And never let me give up

Youve never made me talk
When I didnt want to
But youd always listen
When I chose you

Please dont freak out
Its all under control
I have lots of support
And Ive thought of it all
Just know one last thing:
Im still my daddys little girl.

And Im Sorry.

xox thanx heaps guys!

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  • 18 years ago

    by ChevyCowgirl23

    I know u wrote this in june...and i hope ur dad is taking it okay! this is a great letter!!!
    Amanda

  • 18 years ago

    by kirsty

    Hey hun,
    i hope you dad took it alright?? it was a gr8 letter and ur dad should b pleased. gd luck in the future!! wb xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Nikki

    If he loves you...he will know what to say...if he gets mad then that just means he always wants you to be his liitle girl and not to gorw up to fast...i hope everything works out ok.....and congratulations on the baby!

  • 18 years ago

    by donna

    I fell pregnant at 16 and telling my parents was 1 of the hardest things, i had, had to do up until that time.. they were shocked, but everything was great shortly afterwards.. Your dad will stand by you i'm sure, you'll always be his little girl.. and he'll soon be looking forward to being a proud grandfather.. good luck for the future.. everything will work out fine x

  • 18 years ago

    by x stella x

    I think if he loves you the way you love him he will have no dought's about his little girl im 14 and had such a hard life but i learnt it the hard way all the best X