Cant break friendship

Did you ever think of me?
Did you ever think how many pieces my heart broke into?
I look at you guys, i see the faces that are sad
You guys act like you guys are mad
But soon I'm sure i will see a tear
Because of the fear
Of loosing each other
Did we even have a picture together this year?
Like last year?
What did change?
I don't understand..
But i want you to know one thing
I don't want to loose you guys
And i don't want to see the sad faces anymore
Maybe you guys think you don't really need each other
But does it really matter?
After braking each other's heart, and my heart
We all just fell apart
Do you like it this way?
No, i don't think so...
I look at both of your faces
I see the memories..
I cannot remember the last sleepover
Can you?
Now think
Is it your fault
Or mine?
Am i the one who is being childish
Or selfish
Or is it you guys?
I don't think you guys will care
But its not fair
Its me..isn't it?
The girl who thinks about memories too much
I'm sorry i cant help it
But I give up
Cause my heart cant take it anymore
Are you happy now?
Because you guys locked the real happiness
Behind my heart
By getting apart
Maybe this is not about me
But its about the friendship that i care for alot
You guys still wont understand
Cause the true feelings are inside my heart
Locked forever....